Subject: (no subject)
Date: Tuesday, October 13, 1998 9:48 PM
Some comments from my reflections over the past couple weeks, as
meaningless as they might be.
How much better it would be to live in the understanding that nothing at
the physical level is important. In other words I need to see very clearly how
I believe that everything means something. The entire human race believes
this and is therefore frightened out of its mind and judging all the time.
Nothing from this world is going to save me. It would save a lot of time
to learn this now. Perhaps submission to the only true authority is what is
called for. Knowing what this means alludes me as of yet. I seem to be confused as to
what this statement is suggesting and do not know how to proceed. No human substitute will do.
10/8 - Truth is not an explanation.
10/13 - I feel like spiritual teachings are neither true nor false,
they should simply undo the false and valueless/meaningless. Or in other
words prompt one to finally end all the non-sense. God will take care of
the rest. Tonight while picking out apples:
I remembered Or realized the need to Stop asking for more. Nothing needs to be done, can't do anything in an
active sense. Don't condemn or enhance. Stop and look without asking for more (judging good/bad).
Let your own innocence be. You are innocent and there is nothing to be
done. Be innocent of judgment.
To say these things are one thing
To live in that place another.
K
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K, I have to disagree with you here (that nothing on the physical level is
important).
Everything means something. It's just doesn't mean what we "think"
it means. Beware that you don't create a false dichotomy between this world and
the "spiritual world". For this world IS the Spiritual World. In
Reality, there IS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SO CALLED "MATTER" AND
"SPIRIT". We only "think" there is. "Realization"
is the state where we can truly see this. Mindfulness helps us to see this on a certain level.
